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Hello darkness, my old friend (Hello)
Knocking at my door again (Knock knock knock)
Beggin' me to come outsi-ide
Let you back into my life
Now, usually I'd be strong enough To lock the doors and keep 'em shut
But not today, I'm desperate (Desperate)
So go ahead and come on in
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OCD is worse than ever, hands are bleedin', maybe I should take the pills, don't (Woah)
Know what's goin' on with me, some days I actually think I might be schizo— (Woah)
Phrenic, prolly not, but even writin' this is makin' me begin to spiral, oh, God (Oh, oh, oh)
Made a promise to myself I wouldn't let the fear back in, but then I did though (Woah)
Told the world that I was sick of runnin', then went back to runnin', what a joke (Woah)
Disappointed, yeah, me too, I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough, guess not (Oh, oh, oh)
It's the same song and dance, you've all seen it before
Darkness holds out his hand, then we walk through the floor
Every decision made isn't mine anymore
Like a puppet with strings, I just don't have a choice
What's the truth What's a lie
Help me God, help me Lord
Face your fears, dry your eyes
Grandma died, what's the point
Lost the keys, lost my hope, lost my will, lost my joy
Lost a friend, lost my home, lost my faith, lost my voice
توضیح درباره آهنگ آخر زیرنویس موزیک ویدیو
Subtitled BY : @sdavril - @saeed.mzi Translated BY : @Roxana_sh_96
(Desperate)
Standing back, watching my mansion burn to ash while I (Laughter)
Hold the gas can, asking God if He started this fire
Is this what You wanted Is this what You wanted Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life just to lay them to rest
Is this what You wanted Is this what You wanted Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
Is this what You wanted
On the verge, on the edge
Is this what You wanted? Petrified, scared to death
Is this what You wanted? Praying to God, desperate
Is this what You wanted, what You wanted?
Is this what You wanted? Hanging on by a thread (Oh, oh, oh)
Is this what You wanted? Empty heart, nothing left (Oh, oh, oh)
Is this what You wanted? Breaking down, spiraling (Oh, oh, oh)
Is this what You wanted, what You wanted? (Oh, oh, oh)
(Is this what You wanted?) Standing back
(Is this what You wanted?) Watching my mansion Burn to ash While I (What You wanted?) (Oh, oh, oh)
(Is this what You wanted?) Hold the gas can
(Is this what You wanted?) Asking God If He started This fire (Oh, oh, oh)
(What You wanted?)
آهنگ دربارهٔ کسیه که دوباره گرفتار مشکلات روحی و ذهنی خودش شده؛ افسردگی، اضطراب، وسواس و ترس‌هایی که سال‌ها باهاشون جنگیده. فکر می‌کرد حالش خوب شده، ولی دوباره همه‌چیز برگشته
الان احساس می‌کنه کنترل زندگی از دستش خارج شده، امید و انرژی و حتی خودش رو گم کرده. از شدت درماندگی از خدا می‌پرسه چرا این اتفاقا داره میفته و آیا واقعاً قرار بوده این‌طوری بشه.
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